Love? shmove!

19 May 2006

You know what's messed up? love! love is sooo messed up. Especially because of all the made up, useless promises and hopes that accompany it.

"love at first sight", yea...okay...what the HELL is that? you look at a guy or girl the first time ONLY if she/he is hot or gorgeous...so basically you're saying love works when you chase after an attractive person?? who mind you could very well be a jerk or a bitch...experience shows thats usually the case.

"It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"...yea suure...which genius stated that? does he/ she know how the "love" bug affects humans...especially teenagers? we spend out entire worthless lives...worthless because we waste soo much time scouring the earth for our "soul mate"...and we already know how much HAPPIER we are after finding the perfect person. the MOST recurring thing i've got from love is pain...i kid u not!

Doesn't it scare you silly? You fool yourself into beliveing you love someone and then share your most intimate thoughts, hopes and secrets with them. OMG...we trust another HUMAN being with our fucking lives...we basically offer our hearts to the special someone because we trust them. and guess what happens then? It ALL falls apart...thats what! we have so many expectations of love...SO many...walks on the beach? watching a sunrise? happily ever after? and surprise surprise...we get let down...

I lift up one expectation and it gets squished, i pick up another one and that gets stomped on too...how many of us can say i know for SURE i love my guy/gurl? and IF ur thinking "i can", then please let me mention the variety of cases, both kids and adults that i have heard say the SAME thing only to find another "true love", the next month...if they manage to make it for a WHOLE month, that is!

I can guarentee from my EXPERIENCE, that every time i have loved someone enough to trust them...it ends horribly ...for ME!

The definition of love: Handing over enormous power to another, of causing serious harm and pain to oneself.... accurate?

I feel the need to stress here that LOVE=10(PAIN) .

ANY kind of love,

If its ur folks...okay no need to go there...they can say and do alot that can cause pain...sometimes its so hard to even say you love your parents.

Siblings...they can do these small things that just insult you and you're left wondering how could he/she do that? coz it hurts...they dont even CONSIDER your feelings before making a fool of you in public.

Friends??! oh man...if its not enough that ur constantly trying to drag your ass from the depths of despair...along come your friends. You try to help, by any technique you know...and then they say those fatal words...i heard it twice today.."leave me ALONE"...oops...my bad...coz it was soo much fun trying to get you to talk about ur f*@#ing feelings and getting you to to move on! aww...leave u alone? let u be? fine...if u insist!

The "one", "soul mate", "honey", watever you may call him...her...yea...i've had those wonderful times and moments where u think..."can I be this lucky"...but how many more MILLION times have i shed assloads of tears...doubting my OWN self worth because theres no time for me...no love....no NOTHING!

Its just no fun having to cry over the same shit over and over again...even I'M bored...

I mean with all this love/shit floating around all the time...how can a hopeless romantic such a myself continue being a hopeless romantic...

All i see is around me is dissatisfaction...
- Someone wants love and keeps whining about how they cant FIND it...
- Someone doesnt WANT it but gets it anyway...
- Those who Actually find someone WORTH the effort end up getting bored n brutally hurting the latter
- Some who think they're happily in LUURVE...well it sucks the WORST for them...they either get:
cheated on...
have to move across continents...
are found out n subsequently screwed
have to quit coz of human stupidity like religion, caste
realize after months of dating...that their differences are too big to not matter...


So love has in fact proved time and time over how shitty and painful it can be...and is! and YET we continue to belive we wouldnt be happy without it? uhmm hello...am i missing something here?


In fact alot of the time i wonder...wouldnt the world be a much happier place if we werent all getting hurt by love?

Well i guess i feel slightly better now...and basically the whole point of this was to say love isnt all its cracked up to be...

The end


Ps: and they lived happily ever after...NOT!!